Thoughts..

Well, let'S see..

In may I will be on the streets, well not literally but I will not have a job anymore.. Our project is moving on and we will be left finding a job.

Now there is one problem for me to find a job easily, I barely speak German. Sure I speak enough so i can get around but not enough for a job and seeing I am living in Germany, that makes it a lot harder. So hopefully I can find another Dutch speaking job or an English speaking one, either would be fine. I am however not moving back to the Netherlands (and preferrably also not out of Düsseldorf) as I do not feel like relocating again and also for personal reasons.

I am getting more stressed out at work as the time comes near, everyone is more on edge and the whole situation is making everyone feel uncomfortable.. At least I have a holiday coming up at the end of april, yea that is still a while but it's a thing to look forward too.

Now to be honest, if I have to leave this company I will miss certain people I work with, but others I won't miss at all. So sick and tired of certain people.. but I won't call names or continue on the situation as that would be considered rude.

I did learn a hell of a lot in the 2 years that I worked and looking back at it, 2 years ago I wouldn't have guessed I could do this kind of work and for that period of time!

Anyhow..

So glad it is almost weekend.. only 3 hours to go.. *blinks* 3 hours only.. oh wow that is not that long.. then i can relax. Going home, taking a bath.. eat food and sleep. Oh yes, I can hear my bed calling for me.. warm blankets.. and warm PJ's.. very nice :)

In other news, I am loving these new Harlequin socks that I have. They are flippin' gorgeous! And also very comfortable. In my next post i will tell all about the site i got them from and show off the other goodies i bought from that site and what i want to purchase still.. Oh i love socks..